Friday, September 4, 2009

shame and fortune.

what upsets me is the fact that you lied to me about it; more so than the act itself.

i keep trying to convince myself that i am okay with it however i can't help but get a disgusting naseous feeling. it makes me feel dirty and i can't shake the feeling that it means that i'm not good enough. i'm not doing enough. i'm not capable of satisfying you.

it feels like crap.

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